Now and again
I daydream of you
Ruminating over little things

Like the time you held me close
I really smelled her perfume
I swayed and swayed and swayed
hoped it wasn't true

You lie in bed
You lie to my face
Emptiness was here before you
Why do you fill me up
then leave me dry?
I knew everything before knowing you
Now I don't

Now and again
I daydream of him
We'll have apricots and wine
in the wintertime

I won't have to tell him twice
That my birthday is on December 9th
He'll know my love song
When he hears it
He won't lead me on
We'll spend summers by the beach
By the beach
with my mom <3
(sweet sweet summertime)


Knowing what could've been
How could you?

You laid in bed
you lied to my face
Emptiness was here before you
Why did you fill me up
then leave me to die?
I knew everything before knowing you
Now I don't

When I grow old
and my memory fades
I wonder if my songs
will keep me safe

It won't matter whose arms I'm in
every time will feel like the first

I'll gamble for love and loss
and although I've already paid
I'll gamble for love and loss
and I'll keep paying