I think about you every day I stay on this quest
Tryna pray away the pain in my chest, with no success
Now the stress of my adventures is a blessing, I guess
At least in keeping down the memories that leave me depressed
But I’m happy, I mean sometimes I’m laughing instead
Until it all comes rushing back just like a smack to the head
Nah, you don’t have to be dead, I’m sure there’s something that we overlooked
We’ve lost too many now, if there’s an afterlife, it’s overbooked
And I been thinking bout the choices all along the way
Who’s to say that I won’t figure out the ways that I was wrong one day
Voyaging is easy now but boy it’s hard to sleep, these
Voices poisoning my dreams until my joy in life is gone completely
Why’d you have to go and do the kind of things you did
Where’s it written that a kitten should be trying to forget
All the trauma that he caused and where’s the laws that might forbid
A father smart as Avocato was from dying for his kid

I can’t forgive the world for what it did to you, Dad
And of course I want you back because I’m missing you bad
I’ll never know in total all that we might do
But I can live with it as long as I can be like you

I can’t forgive the world for what it did to you, Dad
And of course I want you back because I’m missing you bad
I’ll never know in total all that we might do
But I can live with it as long as I can be like you

I never got the answers that I wish I had from you, Pops
But time goes on and evil demons always have to be stopped
I’d be lying if I said I found it easy at all
But I know you gave me what I need to find my feet in a fall
And yeah, it’s scary but I finally know what I’m supposed to do
I’m keeping Gary close to me just like you kept him close to you
The crimson light’s in my eyes, and it’s a dominant hue
I got the whole crew’s backs, I know they got mine too
And when I look around the room, I see em copying me
And it’s a fact, they’re seeing all the things you taught me to be
I know it’s probably common to want to be like your dad
But I’m on fire tryna match the kind of life that you had
I’ll keep my chin up even when the sun and sky are kinda gray
Because I made it through the night and now I’m tryna find my way
Another chapter closed I know, but then the rest we can start
Just know I love you with the whole of my Ventrexian heart

I can’t forgive the world for what it did to you, Dad
And of course I want you back because I’m missing you bad
I’ll never know in total all that we might do
But I can live with it as long as I can be like you

I can’t forgive the world for what it did to you, Dad
And of course I want you back because I’m missing you bad
I’ll never know in total all that we might do
But I can live with it as long as I can be like you

I can’t forgive the world for what it did to you, Dad
And of course I want you back because I’m missing you bad
I’ll never know in total all that we might do
But I can live with it as long as I can be like you