Last night I wanted to die

Today I find myself alive,

Pleasant Surprise

God, you must have a plan for ME,
and mine

Big home please if you got time ,

Tell me what you got in mind ,

Tell me what I think is mine is really mine,

or is it in my mind

me oh me oh my ,

me oh my me and mine

tell me Is it real

is it OR in my mind

Poppa let me go and see the skies sometimes

Momma showed me it's okay to die sometimes

Sister show it's okay to be myself ,

Niggas want me gone but they Gon need some help,

Cause I can't go to easy
niggas want me gone but they need me (2xs)

My impact will live longer , impact from my momma

I'm unpacking my trauma , give me a moment ,

I need more moments, I think I made to many promises I can't keep i'm haunted,

I think I need to slow down,

I've been overworked,

The wine bottles my hurt,

My time feel like it's cursed,

the weed feel like it work,

Too much be making it worse

My mind feel like it's idle,

some call me a idol

I feel suicidal ,

Too cool with denial

When did I fall in this spiral

Winded I -- (Take breath pause beat)

When did my pride become my primal,

When did I stop being vital

How's rap become more about going viral,

then preaching survival,

did this life lose its essence,

did it peak in my adolescence,

cZ say that we fluorescence,

I sleep when I feel the pressure,

cwake and then apply the blessing,

who worthy if never tested,

good answers inspire questions,

life ain't all copacetic,

I cope cause I know I said it,

I sin cause I'm not synthetic ,

I win cause I'll never let em,

again I will never

again I will never let em

again I will never

Last night I wanted to die

Today I find myself alive,

Pleasant Surprise

God, you must have a plan for ME,
and mine

Big home please if you got time ,

Tell me what you got in mind ,

Tell me what I think is mine is really mine,

or is it in my mind

me oh me oh my ,

me oh my me and mine

tell me Is it real

is it OR in my mind

Poppa let me go and see the skies sometimes

Momma showed me it's okay to die sometimes

Sister show it's okay to be myself ,

Niggas want me gone but they gon' need some help,

Cause I can't go to easy

Niggas want me gone but they need me

Niggas want me gone but they need me