I might just blow my top
Cant wait for this to stop
I'm so stuck in my thoughts
Late night just watch the clock
I'm running out of time
And you just sit and watch
Don't know where shit went wrong
Feel like I did a lot
I'm taking all these drugs
It look fun but it's not
I keep on chasing love
But my heart in a box
I been depressed for all these years so it ain't nothing new
When it get dark get in my feelings so I blame the moon
Pour out my heart and vent to you and you gave me the boot
I gotta stay up on my feet through all of my issues
Can't entertain no other hoes I'm not up in the mood
Ain't got no feelings for these bitches only feel for you
See me I had a big ass heart then I met you you drained it
I hope you come be by my side before I end up famous
I feel like Shrek you my Fiona you not understanding
Like how you leave me out the blue and you just moving shameless
I feel like you my only fear so I just got to face it
I know these drugs ain't healing me and I ain't tryna take it
I want you not these other bitches cause you far from basic
I'm coping with all of these drugs it's just me Ski and Mason
Hope rap gon take me places
Love your smile and your braces
Your mind got different faces
Fuck you girl I'm paper chasing
I'm tryna hide my pain but this shit hurt so I can't fake it
I might as well call you the devil it's 2 As in Satan
Say this a lot but I'm just hoping this my last letter
Why I'm attached like I don't know this shit won't last forever
I'm tryna go back to before I wish I never met her
I wish you wasn't cool with shorty shit just might be better
Say this a lot but I'm just hoping this my last letter
Why I'm attached like I don't know this shit won't last forever
I'm tryna go back to before I wish I never met her
I wish you wasn't cool with shorty shit just might be better
I'd rather kurt you than to hurt you for my pretty girl I love you
When I'm with you then I'm with you it ain't nobody else above you
I know why you did what you did but I just fucking hate it
That shit was old it ain't last long like this shit complicated
You know you raw got me attached and we ain't even fucking
See usually I play these bitches pass em like they nothing
I used to think that you was sweet but really you disgusting
That door gon stay open forever till I'm fucking buzzing
Say this a lot but I'm just hoping this my last letter
Why I'm attached like I don't know this shit won't last forever
I'm tryna go back to before I wish I never met her
I wish you wasn't cool with shorty shit just might be better
Say this a lot but I'm just hoping this my last letter
Why I'm attached like I don't know this shit won't last forever
I'm tryna go back to before I wish I never met her
I wish you wasn't cool with shorty shit just might be better