Up in the castle, I'm cooking it up, making music for you
Smoking that dope and I'm talking it up, just thinking of you
Talking it up, getting lost in the smoke, feanin for you
Broken and tokin, I'm wondering what I mean to you

But I'll let you, I'll let you know when this shit bring me down to the point where I can't be doing shit
Sad all the time, just to write me some rhymes, girl, I can't be doing this
Lost in my reflection, trying to find the message, trying to learn my lesson, hate when I do this shit
Lost in someone else's perspective, lost in my perception, I hate when I do this shit

Make song, I ain't really feeling it though
Feeling good, but I still feel like shit hoe
They say I made it, I don't feel like I did though
They say I'm mackin with their bitch, yeah I been doe

Caught up in the past on shit that been old
Life going fast, not many to depend on
Caught up on the past on people that been gone
Hope our love lasts, hope that shit really live on,I've been

Lost in a dream, lost what I see, lost what I need
I got no hope, fallen, I'm stalling
Scared what you might do, cause I know I'm all in
I've been, lost in, my head its exhausting

Ain't no point in calling, I just wanna let shit be
Step back with caution, I'm just watching, waiting for them to leave
Hate that I'm lost it could be doomed,It already is
Time fly by, life go fast

Ghosts already, finna have a kid
Tryna get by, tryna get more time
Getting ready for this life that I'm finna live
Life be twisting and turning, it's burning these bridges I don't even know

Feelings emerging, I guess that I'm learning
I don't know what to do, but I won't let go
Up in the castle, I'm cooking it up, making music for you
Smoking that dope and I'm talking it up, just thinking of you

Talking it up, getting lost in the smoke, waiting for you
Broken and token, I'm wondering what I mean to you
But I'll let you
I'll let you know when this shit bring me down to the point where I can't be doing shit

Sad all the time just to write me some rhymes, girl I can't be doing this
Lost in my reflection, tryna find the message
Tryna learn my lesson, hate when I do this shit
Lost in someone else's perspective, lost in my perception

I hate when I do this shit