Now I'm really in the thick of it
Thinking, why the hell didn't I know who I was first?
But it's really always been like me
To wanna find the worst
I fold up like secret papers
I'd come out when it looks safe
You think you're old at 29 dude
Just you fucking wait
I never learned how I should age
I will join the party later
I'm only ready for the end
I have found all that I asked for, before me
Now I'm really in the shit of it
Thinking, there are reasons we say end it
And there's privilege, there's all it's worth
But when can I be the irresponsible one?
No, I joined the party after
It seemed it was far too unstable
Wouldn't have been part of the laughter
I met the rings left on the table
I feel I face the end of it
Wondering what could've been the middle
Don't wanna hear your gods and plans
I just wanted to be loud, and wild, and little