December is coming
It's getting dark by 4
There's raindrops on my window
And glitter on the floor
Mariah on the radio
The fire burning bright
But my mind is fixed on everything
That made me cry last night
I don't know why I even try anymore
To say I don't miss you when you know that's not true at all
So I hope that I don't see you
walking hand in hand
Making the memories I wanted to
Stealing all my plans
I bet that she says she's cold
So you lend her that jacket that I used to hold
And I bet that you fall in love
And I feel like I wasn't enough
Again
The mulled wine needed drinking
And now thanks to you it's all gone
So i'm scrolling through your playlist
And I'm crying to our song
And the pictures that you sent me
Did she recreate them too?
I wish I could say I deleted them
But it's all that I have left of you
And snow just isn't the same
It's cold and it's painful now
And mistletoe just hangs in shame
And calls out your name around me
So I hope that I don't see you
walking hand in hand
Making the memories I wanted to
Stealing all my plans
I bet that she says she's cold
So you lend her that jacket that I used to hold
And I bet that you fall in love
And I feel like I wasn't enough
Again
What am I doing thinking 'bout you almost every day?
Now that it's over maybe you've told her I'm insane
I could do better I should let you go away
But I don't know how to lose
And I hope that I don't see you
Cosy in the cold
Singing the carols out of tune
And laughing at her jokes
I bet that you break her heart
And she wonders why this is how her new year starts
But maybe you'll still fall in love
And I'll still feel like I'm not enough
Again
Again