I keep forming attachments
To those in my head
And then feeling so manic
When they don't go as planned
I can't stand all these faces I see
When I go to bed
I keep drowning them out
Just so I get some rest
I feel haunted by things
That haven't happened yet
I can't go see my friends
Can't figure this out
I need cigarettes
Just for my mental health
I heard that you're happy
And I hope it's true
I wish you the best
I just wish I was too
Don't go away
I can't stand this alone
Sitting mindless for hours
Making sense of the unknown
I'm laying on my couch
Wishing I was home
You talk so differently
Than when I'm alone
I keep drowning you out
Just so I get some rest
I'm so haunted by things
That haven't happened yet
I can't go see my friends
Can't figure this out
I need cigarettes
Just for my mental health