My cat cut her nose
But it felt like my throat
I picked up my phone
cnd immediately choked
Get off the apps
that make me feel bad
get rid of the stinky people
take out the trash

say goodbye
fuck the passenger side
I'm main character villainess
a mother fucking empress
I am queen and you
cannot appoint or disappoint me

I need to get out of my own way
I need to make some space for me today
I can't breath in my own lungs
I stuffed up just because
I'm alone and
I'm alone because I choose to be
over and over and over again
I scare the living shit out of me

I'm tired of these games I play
with me
I'm tired of my fever dreams
I'm sweaty
I pulled up my pants and said
you're not coming back again
I am me and you
cannot appoint
or disappoint me

Smudge me away
Leave permission for this pain
Drift out the window
in rings of smoke I let go
I let go, I let go
I let go, I let go

I need to get out my own way
I need to make some space for me today
I can't breath in my own lungs
I stuffed up just because
I'm alone and
I'm alone because I choose to be
over and over and over again
I scare the living shit out of me