This place feels like the end
But I can see as clear as day
I’ve been here a hundred times before
But never in this way

The living room is spotless and the counter is untouched
You’re a mirror of my consciousness
An accent to my bluff

I’m still terrified of comfort
I’m still terrified of gain
I’m still terrified of longing
I’m still longing for the same

I wish the courage that I need existed in me more
In the lines pressed in my face
And at your feet and at your door

She is holding onto empires
While you wrestle with your pain
It’s brutal and it’s confident
The way you carry shame

I’m still terrified of comfort
I’m still terrified of gain
I’m still terrified of longing
I’m still longing for more pain

I’m still terrified of nothing
I don’t know what I’m made of
I don’t know the meaning of it
I need no one, I need love

I need no one, I need love
I need no one, I need love

Last night I dreamt that we were floating on drift wood
And you looked me in the eye to tell me “you’re ok, you’re good.”
And as I floated up above you
I thought “how beautiful is this”
And then a mammoth hand appeared and pulled me into the abyss

Then I woke up nowhere next to you
With my hand around my throat
And I know I have a lot to say
Even if you think I don’t

I need no one, I need love
I need no one, I need love