Always late to work sorry boss
I try to hide behind Fenty gloss
Eyebrows and highlight
But the truth is I actually hate my life
Always late to school sorry mom
I'm almost there
Please don't yell
It won't be long
I got some shit to deal with that I can't explain
I can't expect you to help me through my own damn pain

It's a feeling in my gut that lingers around
Keep a smile on my face although I'm feeling down
I know you didn't ask why
But since you passed by

I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin
Can't lie I'm hurting pretty bad
And it feels like I'm bleeding because I've never felt so sad
Don't mean to be a burden but I'm not ok
I just really don't wanna be in your way
It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide
I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin
I'm hurting inside
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin

Tried doing therapy it helped for a bit
But after all the stress it just didn't do shit
Took meds
To deal with the shit in my head
Laying, drained in my bed
I try to forget
Try not to let
Anyone ruin my piece of mind
Doing things that I know that I'll regret
And fucking these bitches that ain't even mine
Get sad all the time
Sometimes for reasons that actually matter but sometimes cause I'm
Bitchy and moody
Like I'm in a movie
I'm overdramatic
And some have just had it
But I don't really care because I'm such a savage
And I'm a big boy with a shit ton of
Baggage, baggage, baggage
And frankly I've just
Had it, had it, had it
I don't mean to be so see through
But I'm just telling you my truth
So that way you have a clue
As to why

I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin
Can't lie I'm hurting pretty bad
And it feels like I'm bleeding because I've never felt so sad
Don't mean to be a burden but I'm not ok
I just really don't wanna be in your way
It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide
I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin
I'm hurting inside
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin

It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide
I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin
I'm hurting inside
I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin