Drinking liquor out this glass, getting faded way too fast
This girl naked in my room. Should I smash? Or Should I pass?
Drinking, thinking, about my ex, all the times in the past
Feeling bad about my last song. I just put her on blast
She called me last month and I don’t remember why
Awkward silence on the phone maybe she wanted to say hi
I just hung up, didn’t say bye. Blocked her number, nearly cried
Best friends that turned to strangers now we living different lives
Use to talk about her highly. I thought she would complete me
But she hurt me, cut me off, and then deleted me completely
Thankfully it was a blessing. I had to find out who I am
Loving myself more everyday while I devise this plan
I'm just doing what I can. No more. No less
Don’t need a partner in this shit. No more. No stress
I’m nothing like the rest. Oh you get high? You geekin
We have nothing in common, you turning up every weekend
I always wonder how I'll blow up because I am so different
I just hope someone appreciates this shit if I go missing
Starving artist with a paint brush, the world is my canvas
Creating portraits, telling stories, taking chances while I’m famished
Here’s another one for free. Hope you share and memorize it
Performing in front of thousands then sleeping alone. Yeah visualize it
Don’t judge me off this song alone. I mean how could you?
You wouldn’t judge a writer off one book page now would you?
Na homie you don't know me. I’m just a man with a passion
If you wanna make something happen, you have to take some action
Yo hold up. Why you laughin? This is not a joke to me
I'm not a rapper. But an artist is what I hope you see
I hope you cope through me. Just keep it honest and true
If you’re my fan, damn at least I'm honest with you
Sometimes I’m deep with my lyrics. I give you me
If you have no motivation I hope you get that shit through me
Cause homie I believe..

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I believe, I believe..
That's why I'm chasing dreams..
Cause I believe, I believe..
Yeah I believe in me..
I believe, I believe..
That's why I'm chasing dreams..
Cause I believe, I believe..
I hope you believe in me.. x2

I won’t lie I’ve had my doubts, I’ve had my ups and downs
I've been feeling like a clown. Tripping like I’ve been out of town
Because I’m almost 26 and I’m back living at my moms
I mean I still pay bills, and thank God we get along
But I wanna move out, I wanna do my own thing
I wanna own my own house, I wanna have my own things
But these shows and this equipment, this shit can get expensive
My music has to be priority, my number one investment
I hope the outcome is some income, I'll make my family proud of me
Stressing and anxiety, is taking a lot out of me
The future and the past, damn I gotta move on
I'm back up in my bedroom and trying to write a new song
Got some people to prove wrong, and I know they can't ignore it
But I do this shit for me, because I know that’s what's important
I do this by myself. I’ve been working by myself
I’ve been focused on my health. Yeah I’m working on myself
I’m too honest in my music, lately I can feel the tension
I’ve been cutting off these hoes, because I question their intentions
Thinking about my homies, I wonder if they got me
I'm feeling like they hate me sometimes because they’re not me
I'm not trying to sound cocky, I promise I’m not arrogant
And when I get this money, I promise that I'm sharing it
And if you think I won't, well that's kinda fucked up
If you thinking that I'm selfish, than you've got me fucked up
I've been saving every dollar like my nana maybe worse
Cause I wanna share my drink but I've gotta fill my cup up first
Most my homies they don't even listen to my songs or music
I'm not salty about the situation but that shit's confusing
And amusing. Got me laughing as I write this page
Cause of I know if this shit takes off they gonna wanna ride this wave
I hope you bring your surfboard, I hope you avoid the rocks
I hope you show me love, before I get to the top
Cause homie I believe..

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