I'm running up the valley just for you
If you knew all the things that I would do for you
Why can't you just believe in me?

Ugh

Oh, I had your jewelry among your old things
If you knew all the ways you stained my memory
You'd fall to your knees

Why can't you save me with your own hands?
cnd why can't you be the sun and the ocean?
cfter all this time
I'm still singing that line
I wrote at your parents' place
I wish I never sang it to your face

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about is how
You should be so paramount
cnd you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

I'm paranoid in California now
If I see green or blue I recall
Nights that you kept me awake
Just to beat me down
cnd wear me out
Why can't I be done with you?

Fuck

Oh, I've unlearned your ceiling and tried to move on
But the sound of your screaming is
Stuck in my lungs for however long
I keep letting it

Why can't you save me
With your own hands?
cnd why can't you be the sun
cnd the ocean?
What's your goal here?
What's your endgame?
What's your point here?
Is it bad faith?

What is it then?
Do you just want to tear me down?

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about is how
You should be so paramount
cnd you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

Oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But the questions are dull
When the progress is nullified
Oh, guess I'm good after all
Didn't think about anything
Not worthwhile today

Oh, oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But my headspace is full
Of memories of shoes inside
Oh, I fell in love after all
I didn't think it would be so worthwhile
Today

(The spine of the salad is great! It's tasty, it's healthy, and most of all...)