When the smoke clears
And the ash falls
And you faced with
You was dead wrong
Broke my defense
Found the weakness
You abused it and I’m still torn

Chinks up in the armor
In search for better days
Can’t carry baggage that you left it was a heavy weight yeah
Ain’t no peace around this way
Thought I saw a glimpse but in the end ain’t nothing change I know
Though different situations why they always seem the same
Cuz at the end of it all it’s still gon bring you pain
History repeats itself you gotta put aside your pride
And look within and see if that’s where all the problems lie
By half these people cap
Intentions was baddest
Don’t know how to give it cuz real love they never had it
And trust could put you in a casket
And that’s the reason we stay toting with automatics

Finger on the pulse
Losing most of your soul
Put your pride aside before it turn you to a ghost
Finger on the pulse
Losing most of your soul
Put your pride aside before it turn you to a ghost

When the smoke clears
And the ash falls
And you faced with
You was dead wrong
Broke my defense
Found the weakness
You abused it and I’m still torn

For you I threw my pride away
I loved you baby it’s a shame

I never wanna hurt you
I took my time to learn you
I fought my way to earn you
But all the trouble was it worth you
All the doubts then start to seep in
Lost our faith we couldn’t leap in
2 wrongs and now we’re grieving
All that’s left is that we’re even

Yeah
Brave face another long night
All the trauma coming out you pick the wrong fights
And your pride don’t let you see mistakes try a different way
Well damn I guess just compromising was too high a price
Jade
Mind frayed by the information I’m receiving
Heart feeling like the weather now it’s fucking freezing
Hard to understand your ways cuz you're so deceiving
But stg I’ll keep real till I ain’t fucking breathing
So tell me why we grew apart
After breaking down my fucking guard
All those paragraphs go disregard
I just thought communication worked when shit gets hard

For you I threw my pride away
I loved you baby it’s a shame
Why do I carry all the weight
Cuz breaking down just makes me feel ashamed

I never wanna hurt you
I took my time to learn you
I fought my way to earn you
But all the trouble was it worth you
All the doubts then start to seep in
Lost our faith we couldn’t leap in
2 wrongs and now we’re grieving
All that’s left is that we’re even