I'm so fucking sick
I need 1 more pill to swallow
All the words you ever spoke to me made me feel so damn hollow
I feel low, I'm so scared, I just don't know why I care
I'm so trapped inside my mind I think I'm done this time I swear
Yeah I try to close my eyes, and I try to get some rest
But my past keeps coming back for me it'll haunt me till I'm dead
Put your hands around my neck, so my lungs can fill with fear
I swear to God I'm fucking done this time I know my end is near

Drowning in my sorrows
I can't live past tomorrow

I can't fucking seem to make it work
All these fuckin' hours passing' by I need a hertz
All these fucking homies wanting beef I'll fucking curb
All these fucking thoughts inside my head I'll never learn
2012 was such a painful year I won't forget
Every damn action that was done and what was said
All the fucking people talking' shit beside my head
That "I'm so fucking lame" I'll put a barrel in your head
(Ya) have you ever felt so fucking low
To the point you went and bought a gram of fuckin' blow
Mixed the shit up because they said you were a joke?
My momma walked in when I was right about to go (ya)
I'm so sick of being stuck inside my head
Anxiety grows with every word you ever said
Now I'm so fucking done with being scared I need to rest
I won't forget the actions it was done and what was said
(Real shit dude)