I realized

I been lost for a while now

And I'm just now starting to
Find myself

Ya know?

But there's this question
I been asking for a while now

Like how do you

Create a blueprint
Maybe pave a way

Like I'm learning how to surf
It's hard to catch a wave

When it comes to life
This all I got to say

If there is a will
Then there is a way

I been absent in the present
Gotta get back to it

I been losing touch of myself
Like I never knew it

Caught red-handed
Ironic I almost blew it

My path is how I pave it
It's up to me to choose it
(Right)

(Yeah)
Life is full of distractions
Never think about outcomes
You just chase attraction

Just to get some action

Opportunities passing
They ain't everlasting
You better get to maxing
(Out)

The time that we're given
The life that we're living

I need you to listen

The drinks you been sippin
The pills you been mixing

Conflicting, restricting

The potential of you

Potential what you can do

Most of us forget the potential
And leave it

But you can reach your potential
Believe it

When you learning how to surf
It's hard to catch a wave

When there ain't a blueprint
It's hard to pave a way

When it comes to life
This all I gotta say

If there is a will
Then there is a way

(Yeah)

Caught in the wave
I'm trying not to drown

In my head I'm a king
Trying to take my crown

The more I'm turning up
The more I'm going down

I felt the highs and lows
Living in this town

Yeah
Life come with the highs
And lows
(Right)

The more you feel it
The more it shows

Life is like a race
How far will you go

Just find a steady pace
And you'll be winning
(Woah)

But
I been more focused
On getting faded

Then being focused on how
Im'a make it

At this point in life man
I'm feeling jaded

People acting shaded
Man I fucking hate it

I seen the death of my
Role models

That make me buy
More bottles
(Uh)

Coping with the loss
Of familiar strangers

I'm lurking 'round dependence
My addictive nature
(Danger)

(Damn)

Uh
Yeah

Look in the mirror
Tell me what you see

Are you cool with saying
This is me

Are you cool with this
Is how you be

With all of your problems
The blame goes deep as seas

I'm working on myself and
Im'a fucking do it
(Do it)

Cause in my eyes you ain't
A man unless you prove it

I done heard hella words
From nigga's that shit useless

Actions overpower words so what
We choosin'

Talking all pretty and shit
(Yeah, yeah)

Nigga's ain't even do shit
(Nah, nah)

Telling people that you're there
(Hmm)

But you out the door real quick
(Yikes)

Real life role models in my life
Are bogus

That's why I require desire the
Substances that's potent

These last few years have been
The lowest

Supposed to be role models
They ain't even notice

Yeah
Caught in the wave
I'm trying not to drown

In my head I'm a king
Trying to take my crown

The more I'm turning up
The more I'm going down

I felt the highs and lows
Living in this town

Yeah