Reflecting bout my past
Thinking back
All the things I didn't do
Girl I thought we would last
That's my bad
Know you did what you had to do
I know I'm gonna need some time
My mind can't outrun you
I hope one day you see that I
Would've never given up on you
Tell me girl
Do I ever cross your mind
If I had it my way
You'd still be mine
I'm trying not to lose control
Hiding my feelings till I get to be alone
It's not easy letting go
When for a while you felt like home
Finding out who the new me
No hard feelings we can keep the peace
I ain't have no other choice but to let it be
Just know I'll hold you down if you need anything
I know I kept you waiting for too long
Wish that I knew myself better early on
Reflecting bout my past
Thinking back
All the things I didn't do
Girl I thought we would last
That's my bad
Know you did what you had to do
I know I'm gonna need some time
My mind can't outrun you
I hope one day you see that I
Would've never given up on you
I'm alone but I'm not lonely
Just letting life flow
For a while you was my only
Had to lose you to grow
Getting used to being on my own
Lowkey miss you
Blowing up my phone
It's not easy letting go
When for a while you felt like home
And I know things will only get better
As long as I can forgive myself
It's a shame this version of who I am
Ain't the one you got to know
Reflecting bout my past
Thinking back
All the things I didn't do
Girl I thought we would last
That's my bad
Know you did what you had to do
I know I'm gonna need some time
My mind can't outrun you
I hope one day you see that I
Would've never given up on you