(Let's do something else)

I won't sleep, got time to kill
And I'm writing songs to keep me chill
Am I really doing great?
"Play a solo" and then they start to say
"You got what's called potential"
That's what they told me
I'm really not that special
That's all I can see

Not sure if I can decide, trust people I love
I'll be honest, I wanna be famous
Not sure if I can decide, thinking of self love
I don't know if I am better than this
Not sure if I can decide, trust people I love
I'll be honest, I wanna be famous
Not sure if I can decide, thinking of self-love
I don't know if I am better than this

I was born to get back stabbed
And used to get laughed at
It gives me a headache
Just want a full reset
A life with abundance
Live in perfection
Instead of in my head
It's self isolation

But maybe I'm dreaming a life less demeaning
Maybe I am joking, complaining, and screaming

Not sure if I can decide, trust people I love
I'll de honest, I wanna be famous
Not sure if I can decide, thinking of self-love
I don't know if I am better than this
Not sure if I can decide, trust people I love
I'll be honest, I wanna be famous
Not sure If I can decide, thinking of self-love
I don't know if I am better than this

Destructive tendencies
Eruptive artistry
Desperate, full of greed
This song is all I need
Destructive tendencies
Eruptive artistry
Desperate, full of greed
This song is all I need