She was so afraid of dying
She never even got to trying
So afraid of being lonely
She swore I was the only
The only one
It's what she said she'd won

She shows you pages of her diary
Life was ment to be so fiery
Shows you pages of her diary
Shows you pages of her
She shows you pages of her diary
Life was ment to be so fiery
Shows you pages of her diary
Shows you pages of her

She was so afraid of living
Of all the offers she was given
So afraid of being lonely
She swore I was the only
The only one
It's what she said she'd won

She shows you pages of her diary
Shows you pages of her diary

It's what I said I'd won

She shows you pages of her diary
Life was ment to be so fiery
Shows you pages of her diary
Shows you pages of her
She shows you pages of her diary
Life was ment to be so fiery
Shows you pages of her diary
Shows you pages of her

"Life isn't so easy for a red eyed girl like me and sometimes it's not fair, not fair at all.
Who knew it would turn out like this?
Was it supposed to be like this?
Who am I and why? Why? Why?
I don't know a thing.
I know it's life, I know life is unfair and that everybody's a stranger to me.
And why are you even reading my diary?
You can't control me!
So, today, yesterday, I met him, the one I've told you about.
He's so sweet but I know that I could never get close to him, but I wish.
Lost for life."