I didn't wanna give up on you
But I hated seeing you fake, hated seeing you fade
I didn't wanna give up on you
But I hated feeling your pain, hated seeing your face
Slowly fade away
I don't know who you are no more
I hope you've ridden out these storms
Cause I need you back, I need you back
I knew you from the start, I don't know who you are
So I need you back, I need you back
I miss the old you, not the drug use
Okay, I was always trying to take care of you
I was always trying to show you what to do
Cause I'm your older brother, we came from the same mother
And that's what I'm supposed to do
Supposed to walk this road with you
We went through a lot of shit, we felt like we should quit
Eventually, I think we got used to it
But that don't mean that you weren't suffering
That don't mean that you weren't struggling
I found a way to cope, which is writing notes
I'm sorry that you didn't know, how to let those feelings go
Sorry that you felt like you, had to turn to drug abuse
Sorry that I wasn't there, sorry that I never cared
I'm sorry that I never cared
I turned my back on you, I should've walked you through
Instead, I was selfish, I was so selfish
I didn't wanna give up on you
But I hated seeing you fake, hated seeing you fade
I didn't wanna give up on you
But I hated feeling your pain, hated seeing your face
Slowly fade away
I don't know who you are no more
I hope you've ridden out these storms
Cause I need you back, I need you back
I knew you from the start, I don't know who you are
So I need you back, I need you back
I miss the old you, not the drug use
I was never there
I hope you forgive me
I hope you forgive me