Is this what's life's supposed to be?
I'm only facing misery
Even though we were not meant to be
We're apart but it still makes me bleed
When I hear your name
When I think of all the memories we made
I know neither one of us is to blame
But I cannot help but suffocate now that you're not here
 Maybe we could've tried a little harder
Maybe we could've been a little smarter
Even after so much, it didn't matter
I guess you never were the one that I was after
 Now I'm left surviving on my own
I thought I found in you a home
But it wasn't and it fucking won't
Didn't take even a second for you to move on
 All those warm midnights
Laying by your side Turned into sleepless nights
Reminiscing bout you and I
 All those late night texts
Now it's just me being left on read
All the things we did
Now are just memories in my head
 Is this what's life's supposed to be?
I'm only facing misery
Even though we were not meant to be
We're apart but it still makes me bleed
When I hear your name
When I think of all the memories we made
I know neither one of us is to blame
But I cannot help but suffocate now that you're not here
 And you tried but so did I
I wish that you were still mine
But it's just what life is like
Maybe we'll make it another time
Or maybe not make it at all
I wish I didn't fucking fall
But I did and I can't just take it back
I guess I'll just have to deal with that