I’m Alone all night long tryin to figure out where the hell I went wrong
What rabbit hole I went down what habits I picked up
I feel enigma the way I got it mixed up
So mysterious who am I lookin in the mirror staring back at suicide
Staring back at suicide I’m not sayin I’m depressed it’s just do or die Ayy

So confused more lost than I ever been
Call the doc tell him that I need medicine
On the double cuz im runnin into trouble
Bout to burst my bubble cuz I know that Ima better man
Heavy weight but im lighter than a feather damn
Call the doc tell ‘em that I need medicine
On the double cuz im runnin into trouble
Bout to burst my bubble cuz I know that Ima better man

Im just flippin through some pictures
Makes me think about my momma and I miss her
No brothers no sisters to cry to
Nobody be missin you like I do
Felt like a recital focused on survival
Since the day you left my whole life has been on idle
So I reach for the sky yo
Hope to blow up like a missile silos

Someone give me refer
It’s the only way I see her
Give me more refer
Let me dig deeper

So confused more lost than I ever been
Call the doc tell him that I need medicine
On the double cuz im runnin into trouble
Bout to burst my bubble cuz I know that Ima better man
Heavy weight but im lighter than a feather damn
Call the doc tell ‘em that I need medicine
On the double cuz im runnin into trouble
Bout to burst my bubble cuz I know that Ima better man