Hold it in my hand
Will i do it again
Will I waste another second
Will I waste who I am
I wonder if im selfish
For abandoning my plans
That I had for myself that I wanted for my fam
That I wanted for my health
I could really be the man
But I slip I need a belt
In the quicksand
Oh this is too my bad habits
Youre an enemy im that after
There can only be one master
One of us gone win
I know that you wont quit
But Im tired of the sin
And im tired of the fits
That i throw when i fail
Moving in a trance
When my head is a jail
Walked when i shouldve ran
Moving like a snail
And I aint have direction
Just dont wanna be tempted
I keep attempting
I keep pressing
But the truth Is a oppressed
So im stuck guessing
And these questions
Turning to hate letters
Which turns into obsession
So I click
With my pen
And I start to vent

Dear temptation
I dont know how to deal with you
And Idk who I am because of you
And you deserve to be beaten

Another night sinking
Im going down
What was I thinking
Its just not for me now
How do I beat this
How do I beat this
How do I beat this

Surrounded by garbage
I swept it all underneath the carpet
And now its turning into a monster
And its only getting stronger
While I'm only getting blind and anxious all the time left to ponder a way out
A way out
A wat out



Another night sinking
Im going down
What was I thinking
Its just not for me now
How do I beat this
How do I beat this
How do I beat this