Nobody wishes for all these harsh conditions
I'm in the darkest prison I feel I start to give up
I'm digging through this tunnel trying to find a light source
Not finding the thing I fight for
What's the point of even going on
When hope is gone I'm so withdrawn and people 'pick at you' like Pokemon
Will I make it to my girlfriend
In person if things don't end up working It feels like the world end
I need love I need love to feel complete
I need some human contact I'm stuck in a real defeat
I don't know what to say my girls moods switching every day
I thought that we'd go to Thailand a getaway
I feel rejected I feel detested
This damn world treats me like I am infected
A fuckin virus that need to be wiped out
I'm A sick and sad low status human wanna die now
When darkness falls
Nobody cares about me
And I just need some resolve
I'm lonely I just want my needs met
I'm such a reject
You raised a family don't live in agony
I got a tunnel I got a tunnel
You living happily not many maladies
Don't live in tragedy I got a tunnel
I lose my sanity I'm feeling apathy
Wanna be out and free but I live in a tunnel
Hate my reality wish I was vanishing
Can't see the galaxy while I live in this tunnel uh
Me and my girl we just had a big fight
Trying to put back the pieces trying to get right
Can't sit tight not making progress
Hasn't been a single day when I been not stressed
I wanna talk in person I wanna share my hurting
I wanna be there for her we both are so deserving
Of each other but we're too sick to make this dream happen
She getting mental blocks can't help but feel saddened
I was supposed to meet her in a dozen days it's fuckin craze
To go from that to feeling so rejected this ain't just a phase
This the story of my motherfuckin life
Rejection and no rewarding for my efforts and I'm stuck in flight
Bad genetics now I'm apathetic
Ah forget it people take a look at me I'm damn athletic
So they think I got it going I got nothing at all
Been abusing so many drugs and now I'm stuck in withdrawal
When darkness falls
Nobody cares about me
And I just need some resolve
I'm lonely I just want my needs met
I'm such a reject
You raised a family don't live in agony
I got a tunnel I got a tunnel
You living happily not many maladies
Don't live in tragedy I got a tunnel
I lose my sanity I'm feeling apathy
Wanna be out and free but I live in a tunnel
Hate my reality wish I was vanishing
Can't see the galaxy while I live in this tunnel uh
So I finally made it was time for life to get better
But when I finally met her I wasn't finding no pleasure
I don't get it is there some permanent damage
From addiction and from the pain I'm not learning to manage
My fuckin brain Is it still concussed
It's been a couple years now it's silly to trust
All These people telling me there's hope I'll never leave the tunnel
I'll never leave the struggle no magic I'm just a muggle
I'm in Azkaban I'm haunted by dementors
And they took my soul cold I've lost it with all these stressors
I'm addicted to my pain It's masochism
It's all I've ever known grown with a fractured vision I swear
I have never seen the light of day Stuck up in my hideaway
I'm fighting pain I'm wishing I could cry again
But I can't because I'm so numb
The only favor you could do for me is handing me a loaded gun
When darkness falls
Nobody cares about me
And I just need some resolve
I'm lonely I just want my needs met
I'm such a reject
Been living down here
Drowning in my misery
Trying to find a way out
I honestly don't think there is