I'll stop calling
and going places; I dont understand
Your thinking
I'm not focused on recovering
But who cares when
You're not drinking or using or sleeping or eating
I'm over it

You're stepping on me and I'm not mad I know you can't help it
It just sucks that I cannot handle this
And there's no such thing as a quick fix
When gatherings lead to resentments
Everywhere keeps raising prices
I keep pushing away all my friends
I can't take another abandonment
I think I need more melatonin
Nothings making me feel different
Nothings making me feel different anymore

My biggest fear
You're scared that I don't care
Is your biggest fear now
You're scared that I don't care
You're scared cause I don't care
You're scared that I don't care
You're scared since I don't care
You're scared since I don't care

But you can go...
I fear this...