Yeah
DZ
Trip Jacket Mafia
Things Change
Uh
Sick of looking in the mirror
Hating everything that I see
Now i'm old, I start to see it clearer
Everyone want something out of me
Nothing in this life is feeling righteous
Hand to heart, this blow my brain like ISIS
Stand apart, we ain't the same, a crisis
That I feel i'm from a different life
It's just a shame
Ain't nobody really feel my pain
Been putting this blood, sweat, tears
And still no cunt even know my name
Tough shit, bad luck I guess
Or maybe i'm inadequate
Or maybe they just hate my shit
'Cause the bars I spit got 'em running scared
I don't really know what the deal is
But i'm sick of acting fearless
We all sinking while I try to steer this
But what i'm thinking noone wants to hear it
Yeah
I know that
Ain't nobody give a damn about me
Calling out but I feel i'm drowning
Ain't shit that I hear astound me
Dark clouds that begin surround me
Walls close and my heart is pounding
Am I better than those who doubt me
I been lost and nobody's found me
Yeah
They begin surround me
Walls close and my heart is pounding
Am I better than those who doubt me
I been lost and nobody's found me
Lacking discipline, lacking dilligence
Smack you bitches just for talking ignorant
Am I better than ot am I envious
Take my shine like they photosynthesis
I don't really feel they get the message
Or maybe overestimate my talent
Hard to deal with anger and my sadness
While I try to make some money rapping
Put in work, I study and I practice
Still won't ever put me on a track list
It's the life I live I guess i've had it
Maybe should of stayed and studied at it
Get a wage like 80k per annum
All my life been painfully just average
Now I think i'm going tit-for-tat with
All these rappers, man I think i'm going mad
I think i'm going mad
I think i'm going mad
I think i'm going mad
I think i'm going mad
I think i'm going mad
Huh
I think i'm going mad