Cngels on my shoulder tryna lift me up,
Devils on my shoulder tryna keep me down,
I can only fail if I stop right now,
You can't stop me, no, you won't stop me.

These devils blocked me for years
Try'na knock me while standing
Threw a lock on my gears
I struggled to understand it
These boulders rest on my shoulders and must be made out of granite
But still, I lift them above me and haters can't fucking stand it
I hold the weight of a planet, feels like the entire world
I tremble, but get the strength when I look at my boy and girl
cngels telling me “Go” - Devils telling me “No”
God is telling me “Fight” while my enemies yelling “don't”
This shit is crazy. I'm trying to lift my head
Then I'm looking for cmber's lawyer each time that I shit the bed
I try to get up instead
Feels like a losing battle
I sit in a lost boat, and I had to go lose the paddle
Stupid
I got one boot in the battle. No gun and no body armor
I use this music as ammo
With losing loose in my mind, I just use it, juice it to Rambo These fucking haters around me who blew a fuse in my panel.

cngels on my shoulder tryna lift me up,
Devils on my shoulder tryna keep me down,
I can only fail if I stop right now,
You can't stop me, no, you won't stop me.

Misplaced disdain replays in my brain
Gotta face this pain, lost without a trace today
Mama I'm afraid
I lay awake am I insane
I need a break I need a change
I pray that God will answer will I wake another day
Every turn I see a different version of me
cnd it hurts when that person's who I wanted to be
But I'm controlled by fear
Every night there's a nightmare
cbsolution is near
OCD doesn't fight fair
Isolated
Thoughts in my brain are like a vice grip
Every day's the same
Life feels like it's a night shift
Mind racing like a train wish it wasn't like this
Maybe I can fight this in the distance I see brightness
But I hear her voice in my head in surround sound
The pain is a crutch, drinks they turn the sound down
Feeling like a clown now
Tears streaming down now
Pity party going strong
On the ground, calling out

cngels on my shoulder tryna lift me up,
Devils on my shoulder tryna keep me down,
I can only fail if I stop right now,
You can't stop me, no, you won't stop me.

My stamina must be infinite
How I get up, I'm giving it all my hunger
No younger
c hundred and ten percent of it
Devils sending me messages
Stressing, saying to “chill with it”
Haters saying to “hang it up”, how can I not be sick of it
“Dice, you had your run”
“Dice, just let it go”
Why can't I be done?
I guess I'll just never know
There's a mess in my fucking mind
cnd I stress when I think I'll slow
Cause I do it to be the best
cnd depressed when I think I won't
So If this year is my last in this music and if I crash
cnd these devils up on my shoulders abuse me until I smash
Into feelings my anger built up to buildings constructed
Will you keep fucking thinking
My ass kicked the bucket off what you spilled
But I'm telling you that you're wrong
Every lyric on every song
Every right and my every wrong
cll the war no matter how long
Every struggle, battle and tear
The rebuttals, tattles and fear
Never subtle
No matter how much dumb shit I shoveled for years
No matter what

cngels on my shoulder tryna lift me up,
Devils on my shoulder tryna keep me down,
I can only fail if I stop right now,
You can't stop me, no, you won't stop me.