I still reminisce I think about those better days
When everything stayed the same and nothing ever changed
Now even my closest friends don't talk to me the same
Been months since last we caught up always something in the way
And we blame it on the weather blame it on these little things
Probably see you at a party we'll make small talk bout how it's been
I can't keep on losing the people I hold close to me
Suddenly you're just a pop up in my snapchat memories
Fill my cup and turn up the volume
Take a sip match the energy in the room
Fuck me up so I can forget about you
Someone passing me a blunt said take a hit I took two
Got a little more than liquor up inside my cup
Thinking that I miss her and I fucked that one up
Tried to forget about you now I'm sad and I'm drunk
Got home about half past two and I threw it all back up
When I was kid I idolized the people in them magazines
Remember telling my mum that one day that would be me
Now I've got depression and friends hooked on amphetamines
None of this was ever what I wanted for my team
So much for a dream feels a lot like a nightmare
It's weird to say it out loud but I might be a little scared
Turning back is not option so I guess I'll just die here
This girl told me I should talk to god said he wouldn't hear my prayer
I was sick you said you didn't care I was hoping you'd come see me
Thought that you might pull through since it was new years eve
But I guess in hindsight I had no idea what I was thinking
I was high on so much shit before I even started drinking
Fill my cup and turn up the volume
Take a sip match the energy in the room
Fuck me up so I can forget about you
Someone passing me a blunt said take a hit I took two
Got a little more than liquor up inside my cup
Thinking that I miss her and I fucked that one up
Tried to forget about you now I'm sad and I'm drunk
Got home about half past two and I threw it all back up