Is it sacred?
Breathing softly
You watched my tears
Shatter like glass

Irreplaceable
Indescribable
The emptiness
You brought me

And I don't know
What I want anymore
Exhaust all forms of energy
Until I fall asleep on the floor

Watch the rain hit the ground
I'm figuring it out
I've spent four whole years
Searching for a way out of here

And I'm afraid there isn't

And I feel everything
All at once
Just like it was yesterday

Your touch on my skin
A flagrant loss of innocence
I've felt frozen in fear
For years and it stings
But I think that I'm finding my peace

And I don't know
What I want anymore
Exhaust all forms of energy
Until I fall asleep on the floor

And I'll start to scream
And pray that it brings you back to me
I can't believe the loss that I grieved
When every second you were baring your teeth

A bird sang in my ear to leave fucking leave
But I'm stuck in my head listening to the wrong birds sing

Still I'm struggling here
Grinding my teeth crunching leaves
Hoping that I
Can stick my head up to breathe
When I told you I'm trying
I took your refusal to see
That I'm trying my hardest
As a pointer to be

Apathetic pathetic
Held up by prosthetics
Under the guise and the notion
When you said that "you get it"
To you I'm nothing more than a means to an end
To me you're nothing more than second chances now dead

I've grown so cold and dull
So feverishly alone
Take a pestle to the mortar
That's become my dreary soul
If I could choose not to write about my sadness or my woes
Then I wouldn't be stuck in a glass house clumsily
Throwing stones