I'm tryna spit until I feel something
When will the feeling leave
I await when the feeling fleets
Guess today beetle's feeling deep
A passive second of happiness
Another moment I get judged by my friends
You're just too loud I shut you out you're too quiet for me

Make some noise before you die
Otherwise why you alive
You wouldn't know about that well
With your judgmental eyes
Sometimes I ask myself
Why I was ever your friend
Sometimes I wonder the same
About those that hated me then

I trusted you, fucked me over
Now you dating my ex
How's it feel to have the world
You've turned out just like the rest
You act like you are aiming
Nobody made you like this
Being toxic's just your type
I wish you didn't exist
And yeah I wish it didn't happen
At least I'm not like alex
But that's not a high bar at all
There's not a thing you can fix
The only goal you have in life is just to leach off your friends
This isn't just for you today I mean this with no good ends

I want the world to know contortion's fucking had it this year
You are the reason that I'm constantly controlled by my fear
Sometimes I wonder if my friend would care if I disappeared
I know that they can see me but they can never seem to hear
You shut me out cause you lied to me
I know you shared what we had
Nigga I loved you but you lied to me
Our whole friendship was a fad
Imagine if I fucking shared your nudes behind your back
If I broke your trust, it took five months to reach me you fag
At least those niggas had the balls to fucking tell me themselves
I forgive them more than you, I hope you kill yourself

I hope your two timing relationship fails
I hope the both of you give up because that future entails
The fact that I was right and you will never build you a sail
I hope you're lost at sea forever then how you gonna bail
You puff up your chest but you are frail
Inside of you is darkness I know you will not prevail
At least you're not a pedo rotting in a fucking jail
I hope the day I die I see you at the gates to hell