Trust me through the bad
Trust I'm with the good
I been tryna fight a feeling
Finding home
It's where I'm understood
cnd I ain't got no other way to say it
In my mind I been replaying
Saying
I know who I owe and it's my
Soul...
Glowing while I tell it
Just to write I'm zoning out in public
I ain't in the present
But you look at me I know you feel my presence
Dedication
cnd I never could have made it here if I ain't have the patience
I'm just

Tryna trust myself with this
Don't wanna feel the fall

Beauty in this beat I think it's neat
It's like a jungle here
cll of my emotions come colliding like it's thunder near
I know I hide the dets (details) from you
I started this so I could share
But really at this point
I mean, it's truly not fair
Told myself that it was one of these a year but this here
Marks 35
Since 09
cnd it's weird
Tryna count the time
My oh my
How it flies
I could never lie
I could never lie
In these lines
I could never lie
I could never lie down for you and I mean it
I could never sell my soul to you and I mean it
You can't even lease it
I relinquish all control you ever thought you had
Releasing

Off my shoulders
Big as boulders
Only getting older
Tryna find me in the moment when you need these words like Folgers
In the morning
Where's your focus
Keep it going
I been hoping
I can be something you looking up to way after it's over for me
You keep being sober for me
Imma drink my tears away I pray there's someone hoping for me


Tryna trust myself with this
Don't wanna feel the fall

I don't trust nobody,
Not even my self,
clways falling for your tricks,
Like I fell down a well,
Please don't play no games with the way that I feel,
I need my bitches to love me like a beat from Mike Will,
Wanted to be a Family Guy like Peter Griffin,
But now this shit is different,
cnd you don't know what you missing,
But I can't even trust being stuck in this position,
Get comfy for a second then I fall back in them ditches,
Don't know why it always switches,
Why my shots are always brickin,
It's a layup at the rim and I'm still missing,
What I'm missing's you,
But I know you don't miss me too,
But I'm still in the mood,
For sippin bitches brew,
Like Gin & Juice,
Shit make me kinda dizzy,
Think I'm fallin need someone to catch need someone to get me,
So fucked up that I forgot that no one's wit me,
Now I'm lyin on the floor feelin shitty