Man, today was a bad day
I don't wanna hear about your day
Give me my attention, mentions
But please don't give me my space
I'll message everyone, even on my space
I don't think I'm safe
The demons broke into my piggy bank
I still don't want your ciggies thanks
But I'll drink any n every glass
Before or after every class
I'm involved in every task
I'm like dream
The way this mask covering an ugly man
Ya cunt just get the fuck out my way
I feel myself changing, devolving, dissolving away
Man, today was a bad day
Today I woke up tired my phone dead
And my back hurts like I have no bed
No milk in the fridge, no fruit in the bowl
Fuck I missed bin day again, shit doesn't get old
I'm late for uni, meant to be out the door an hour before
But my pocket stuck on this fuckin' draw
Getting real sick of this fuckin' course
My course isn't even forward
My path is never past a gorge
Getting bitter over little things
I'll litter over bigger things
This hole I'm In, I lost the shovel I was digging with
I feel myself changing, devolving, dissolving away
Man, today was a bad day
Still Fresh on my mind
Still digesting and with time
I'll manifest some divine
First it's tears mixed with wine
The day they die isn't the worst day
It's the days they stay
And I hopelessly pray everyone is lying
And he's in Spain, dancing and drinking the night away
But they aren't
They're on no street corner, with no phone to blow up
I'd phone him, but he'll never show up
He's too busy with foggy, making bad decisions
My eyes struggling with vision
Few weeks before he passed I was tryna get through to my brother
Happy birthday, did you see it or nuh-uh
I don't wanna see our father cry
I don't want him seeing me grieving
I've been feeding my demons
Now they're drinking what I've been bleeding
I can't let myself dissolve, devolve and wonder astray
Man, today was a bad day