Every once in a while, I turn all the lights off and just let it go
Maybe I'll try for a smile, fall short by a mile, I already know
I fill the gaps in the dark with beasts of my own making
I can't decide where they look, or which way they are facing
It's how it's always been my hands and elbows itch
When I think about the things you did it makes me sick
Sometimes I think I still hold your ghost
At least I'll never be alone
So I'll start with denial I do it with style
And put on a show
Let out tears crocodile, it's never worthwhile
You already know
I fill the gaps in the dark with beasts of my own making
I can't decide where they look or which way they are facing
It's how it's always been my hands and elbows itch
When I think about the things you did it makes me sick
Sometimes I think I still hold your ghost
At least I'll never be alone
Sometimes I wish I wasn't filled with all these flaws
But I am, and for some reason you're still around
So I've been trying to see myself through your green eyes
But I can't make all the pieces line up so I'll tie them down
I will tie them down, I will tie them down
I fill the gaps in the dark with beasts of my own making
I can't decide where they look or which way they are facing
It's how it's always been my hands and elbows itch
When I think about the things you did it makes me sick
Sometimes I think I still hold your ghost
At least I'll never be alone