I've been feeling really low and I got nowhere to go
I've been sitting all alone and I feel like someone's watching me
Feeling really low and I got nowhere to go
I've been sitting all alone and I feel like someone's watching me

Yeah, I have to face it, look at my past, I wish I could erase it

All of the time that I wasted, coming from literally nothing to hated,

No exaggeration, I had been thinking about this stuff for ages
Thought I'd be locked up in cages, starting from nothing and leaving here nameless

Death looked me right in the face, yeah, it felt kind of strange cause I wasn't afraid

Why do I feel so ashamed for how I'm made? This is a regular thing
These are the rules of the game, do what you claim, save what you make
Never be fake, not to be someone you ain't
Why do I make that mistake?

I'm not the best at explaining, the pain that I'm feeling is very revealing
See through the glass when it feels like I'm hidden
I have consequences with every decision.
Being accepted was always the mission
I don't know myself, if I did then I'd be him

I'd look in the mirror and finally see him I think way too much just for one human being

Every single day when I'd be trying to hit the brakes
I see that in the first place there are no brakes,

Struggle with depression, still to this day
They said to go and get it, that's all it takes

Never ask the question, I just go and learn the lesson
So that ultimately means that I feel more pain

Losing my direction, I just keep on second guessing
I don't have any selection, it's just one way

Everything I read was linked to everything I said and that was everything I did,

I was a kid and I was hid from the reality this is

And that all resulted in the life that I have lived.

I've been feeling really low and I got nowhere to go

I've been sitting all alone and I feel like someone's watching me
Feeling really low and I got nowhere to go
I've been sitting all alone and I feel like someone's watching me

And I feel like someone's watching me