Come back to reality, Tom
I'm saying sorry to the ones that said they'd always stay, and I just couldn't get a grip and then I walked away,

From day to day I get a vision and I see your face said to me you have my back and that just went to waste,

I really made some bad decisions. I cant take away. Sometimes I'm listening to messages you always made and sent my way we would relate like every day

Sometimes I'd even take a break from feeling pain and that was main

Evidently speaking man
I had to quit the drinking and I tried to quit the smoking but could only drop the weed

Spent three months in treatment and I had to face my demons and I realized all the demons were just hidden inside me,

Thinking about my weaknesses like never showing feelings cuz I saw loads of my people getting buried by my feet,

What's the point in speaking if by the end of the evening? I will probably never see them and then find out what they think.

Told me all the voices were imaginary now that I don't hear them
I guess you really weren't lying to me,

Even when the common thing to do is leave my message unseen, you were your own person and you didn't really follow the sheep.

We never seen what all of this could have been I was about 17 worrying what people think
Only way I truly could express a thing to ya you pour another drink wait for it to settle in,

That way I could tell you what I really mean turn the volume down. So I ain't battling the things I think
But then I wake up in a kitchen with no kitchen sink. Cannot find my wallet or my phone
It was just only me,

Had to double-check so I could guarantee even got a message from you asking me
Why did I leave,

Only seen it later on the laptop three in the morning left without saying where I would even be,
How much bodies can a person really bare to see?

Lost my mom then we found Brendan within seven weeks,

Then we lost Karen unexpectedly and then I started losing my reality and then I start thinking that the next is me,
Then I start dreaming about better things. Who am I kidding? If I'm living then it's lucky me,

Who am I kidding? Those that hate on me throwing roses on me leave a message bout me say that they just can't believe.

But when I was living didn't message me.
Yeah sad to see this reality
Feels like I'm drinking with the devil and I fell asleep or like I'm fighting Michael Myers and it's Halloween
I like I'm taking open fire from a submachine,

Gonna sleep with a will in case it's not a dream and if it is then Freddy Krueger
They're waiting for me. And when I wake up all my demons give me meet and greets like how are you?
I would prefer it if you want to leave

Or if you want to call your cousin positivity is that his name
I rarely see him it's occasionally

I see a bit but then I'm back to only being me
It's only me