Like why do I gotta wait
Why do I gotta chase?
Why nobody see me?

Don't tell me lies
Saying it's their loss
Saying it's on them

I've been going through emotions
Like I'm going through edibles
The feelings are never mutual
Same bullshit as usual

Please just give me some courage
All I want is your comfort
Only you and me

So

Don't tell me lies
If I'm better alone
Just say it
Just say it

If I'm better off dodging bullets
Just say it
Just say it

This isn't me putting myself down
This is me being realistic
Real love is so non-existent
I just see the bigger picture

I see my family get their taste of it
I seem them happy, unashamed of it
When is it my turn to face it?
Is it me or the people in it?

Is it even worth the wait?
I'm above my time getting wasted
I'm not the one to take for granted
I'm more than temporary fixes

So it is even worth the chase?
Is it even worth the pain?
Should I let it just fade away?

Don't

Don't tell me lies
If I'm better alone
Just say it
Just say it

If I'm better off
Dodging bullets
Just say it
Just say it