How many did they not even catch on tape

lately I've been wondering
bout all my past mistakes
i’m so tired of learning
hard things every day

but if that’s what it takes
to not look away
from these hard things
to keep my soul from burning
i’ll keep learning

how many did they not even catch on tape

lately i’ve been searching
for something i can do
trying hard to listen
trying something new

and if that’s what it takes
to question things
to stay awake
to keep my eyes from turning
so i’ll keep learning