I'm always looking for another reason
Always looking for another way to turn around this feeling
But  every time I wake up  I'm still dreaming
And I am getting tired of overthinking

If there's no place like home
Why does it always feel like I'm alone
That world so cold
Is all I've ever known

And I don't wanna like like that no more
No more no more
I don't wanna feel like that no more
No more no more

I never had a mother there to hold me
Never had a father who could truly understand 
There's so much love he could have shown me
But he could never see
He was not a gentle man

This could be my time
To open up and shine
And I cannot deny
The chance to call him mine

'Cause I don't wanna like like that no more
No more no more
I don't wanna feel like that no more
No more no more

Looking up
From all of the fear deep inside
It's hard enough
Trying to escape what I hide
But I can't stop
And I'll never know if I don't try
This time

I don't wanna like like that no more
No more no more
I don't wanna feel like that no more
No more no more
No more no more
No more no more