It took me being lost
To find love in myself
If u don’t fuck with me it’s cool yo
I fuck with myself
I spend all my money on music
I’m funding myself
So if you catch me in the streets
I’m prolly bumping myself
It gimme that piece of mind
On days it feels like
There’s no point in even trying
& Everything seems to be
On a steep decline
I met a girl & she would shine
A light so blinding
I couldn’t see the signs
& Always made the same mistakes repeated times
Back when I was crushing up & snorting xans
Ain’t understand I’m nothing more than
Just a mortal man
Now when I go to New York
& Perform for 40 fans
I stand & soak up the moment
Case it’s my only chance
Truly appreciative
Sometimes just putting your belief in a kid
Can be the only thing he needs
To see a reason to live
Almost had his family grieving
Now he breathing & shit
You can take a bite outta life
Or sink yo teeth in that bitch
Don’t give a fuck how niggas feel about us
If I did I’d kill a coward
I know they just saying shit
To make themselves feel empowered
Too well seasoned for em
Calen goin chili powder
Fuckin on a Firefox
Feel like the Mozilla browser
She don’t fill the void
But I fuck with how I feel around her
Faded then a mothafucka
Favorite way to kill a hour
Stuffin swisher sweets with sticky shit that’s really sour
Then call my granny up
Just to see if she’s any prouder

Calen this is grandma
I’m sorry I missed you
I want you to know I love you
I am so proud of you
& You are my heart

Now I been doin fine
I can’t complain
But if you still going through it
I understand your pain
I couldn’t stand standing round
Just waiting on random gains
Wanted my chances enhanced
So I took the chance to change
It worked out
5 years ago I dropped heat
& I ain’t burnt out
I know I’ll prolly cry the day
I go & buy my first house
Hundred thousand off my hurt
& I ain’t feeling hurt now
Only time yo shit is turnt
Is when it’s getting turnt down
I’m with Brian like I am legend
It‘s just me & my dawg
In the studio cooking up
So we can feed it to y’all
Cut off all the ppl
Who secretly liked seeing me fall
As an artist all my conclusions
Be so easy to draw
I’m on some self made self serving
Searching for my self worth &
Workin like I never had a day off in my life
I’m on some solo soul searching
Turning to a whole person
So I’ll be prepared for love
The day I meet my wife
I walk outside on my balcony
I can see the hills from here
Really ain’t no doubt in me
That I’m gon be a millionaire
Born & raised in Dallas
& I plan to raise children there
& If we talking scratch
I built my whole career from there
If I ain’t goin Chris Wallace
Prolly goin Chris Boykin
Trynna do it big
Won’t let you Rob me of my enjoyment
Been on my grind ain’t got no time
To be a bitch boyfriend
Applied myself like I was
Searching for some employment