I sit like a fleet of ships
Examining my armaments and
Taking in the losses
Commander on deck again
went off drinking
Looking for another hole
To reverse sink in
Build it back again
another day
God if being lonely could only pay
Then I'd become a rich man
Eye angels in sky
Pray one would speak to me but
Still die in the same way
Im an armada
I am at war with myself
And I've always been
Looking for a weak point
Breaches in the hull
Subterfuge, oh we're back to cannonballs
Yes, yes I've been out walking
And all the while steadily plotting
Another hundred other ways
To say the words the same
Take myself from water to
At least preserve the frame
Court marshall me
I am a D-A-N-G-E-R
Raise the sails set the flag half mast
We're mourning for versions we left in the past
This body is open like ocean
And also receiving like
hands tipped with graves
With easy disposal and
Self-cleaning talking
It can be yours for just
$20 today
I am a freighter
I am a god
I am a liar
I am a god
I am A) injured b) anxious
C) scared of such open and
d) I dont want to be
I don't want to be abandoned
I am becoming
(I am a god)
I deal in bloodshed
(I am a god)
I carry weight
(Yes I am a god)
I have no children
(Still I am a god)
I am a small raft
(I am a god)
I am a small raft
(I am a god)
I am collections
All hoping for instrumentality
And yes I can be strong