I don't wanna fuck it up
I just wanna glide on it
Wanna hit the 16
Make em all cry from it
Gotta make em feel shit
Drinkin' got me tired of it
Made myself bleed
Just to show em I'm alive with it
But they could never get it
How it feel to be an artist
Might look fun
But I'm down bad regardless
Money still low
My heart couldn't find it
Try to make a change
But no luck
Fuck it
Hit another flow
Until my mind ease
Homies on dope
So my motherfuckin' heart bleeds
Pulled another trigger
Dead rats on the concrete
Still feel dead
Can you tell me why my heart beats?
Said another wrong thing
Took her to the wrong place
Family doesn't get it
Yeah they think I'm on the wrong train
Pullin' out a clean blade
Cut em like a sensei
No I'm never fine
But I'll get you on my worst day
She's still mad that I led her on in high school
Cry about it, bitch
Get a grip, shit's old news
See me doin' good
Yeah I know it fuckin' haunts you
Better move along
Cause I'm never gonna want you
I just wanna maintain
I just wanna get paid
Work a nine to five
But that shit gotta change change
Let me get a new brain
Maybe cop a new chain
Workin' hard as fuck
Tryna pave myself a new lane
Now time to finesse
Let's make a profit
Loadin' my guns
Pull it and pop it
I wanna live but this life fuckin' heartless
I wanna feel but I'm filled with these toxins
Old friends, same chains
So fucked, won't change
Live, laugh, love, hate
Backlash, fuck fate
Think I give a fuck what a bitch think?
Every single damn day
Brushin' off your bitch ways