I find myself thinking bout the times
You'd put your hands on mine while I was writing rhymes
I reminisce a lot but honestly I'm fine
Hoping you'd call me in the middle of the night
And I'll be on my way
Swear to God I'm waiting on the day
You know that my feelings still the same
Baby lemme show you
Think I miss the old you
Wish that I could hold you
Again
Thinking bout the day that I met you
Way that I left you
Hate that I upset you
Now your heart is freezing
Said that I'm the reason
Let me make it even
Give you all of mine you apart of me
Say what's on your mind tell me what you mean
Said I gotta give you time gotta let you breathe
Guess this is a sign gotta set you free
Now I'm thinking will I see you again
Went through my phone and now you screaming again
Got too attached you catching feelings again
I tried to justify the means with ends now
You outside making a scene with your friends
These streets are dirty you in need of a cleanse
You acting different baby please don't pretend
You know that I'm gonna be there til the end
But now you just ignore me
Go to sleep and pray I wake up with you in the morning
Said I made you nervous on the first day that you saw me
Having conversations with my friends they tried to warn me
Bout all the guys before me
But now I wanna phone you
Cos you been on my mind I know exactly what you going through
Always had a hard time trusting girls I thought I told you
Wish I could rewind just so that I could sit and show you
That I wanna console you
And I just wanna know if you feel the same
Give you anything you want so you feel okay
I'ma love you like I'm 'sposed to ain't here to play
I miss how your eyes would glow when you say my name
Know I'm always on the go
But I'm here to stay
Know you caught me with that hoe
And I'm so ashamed
Said you wanna be alone
I'ma give you space
I guess this is how you coping with all the pain
Understand you feel a way
I find myself thinking bout the times
You'd put your hands on mine while I was writing rhymes
I reminisce a lot but honestly I'm fine
Hoping you'd call me in the middle of the night
And I'll be on my way
Swear to God I'm waiting on the day
You know that my feelings still the same
Baby lemme show you
Think I miss the old you
Wish that I could hold you again
And I miss how you'd call my name
Order Calamari fish, when we go on dates
You supposed to raise my kids, look how far we came
But you know how it is, I guess all that changed
Said you want the pain to go away
Maybe I can ease it
You been treated like a throwaway
Baby I can see it
And it's like you got a hold of me
Lately I can feel it
Let my anger take control of me
Girl I didn't mean it
Now I gotta live without you, it's hard but I'm still learning
Countless sleepless nights, I know you tossing and turning
Gotta do what's right, feels selfish to see you hurting
Girl turn off the lights and blow out those candles burning
And I'm sorry for the things I said to you
No matter how far we are I'll find my way right back to you
Hennessy in my apartment take a sip I'm in the mood
I spilled it all over my carpet you can smell it in the room