I'm hearing the background

Bad feelings coming up

I'm trapped in my own place

But can't just run away


The price I paid all these years (can I get a refund?)

And all my friends can't help me (understand, let me go)

Inside my mind lives a living dead being

It tells me "kill me, kill me"

I won't kill you


It pressures me while everything is fucking outta control

This voice inside is crushing, chewing

No, I won't kill you

So why you're hating me?

Just answer me, please (say what you need)

This being inside me ask me to kill him


Is it a dark lockdown?

A non-stop fall in the ground

Taking my life away

Can knives cut without pain?


The price I paid all these years (can I get a refund?)

And all my friends can't help me (understand, let me go)

Inside my mind lives a living dead being

It tells me "kill me, kill me"

I won't kill you


It pressures me while everything is fucking outta control

This voice inside is crushing, chewing

No, I won't kill you

So why you're hating me?


Just answer me, please (say what you need)

This being inside me ask me to kill him

This being inside me ask me to kill


(Kill me)

(I won't kill you)

(Kill me)

(I won't)

(I'm sorry)

(It's your fault)

(It's your fault)


Kill me

Kill me, kill

Pills please, save me


Kill me

Kill me

Pills please, save me

Bittersweet need

Again

Close my eyes, now I can't see

Am I the dead in me?

Open my eyes, I can see

I am the dead in me


The price I paid all these years (can I get a refund?)

And all my friends can't help me (understand, let me go)

Inside my mind lives a living dead being

It tells me "kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me"


It pressures me while everything is fucking outta control

This voice inside is crushing, chewing

No, I won't kill you

So why you're hating me?

Just answer me, please (say what you need)

This being inside me ask me to kill him

This being inside me ask me to kill him


I won't kill you

I won't