I'm not sure if I'm understanding life
And sometimes I wake up in the night
And I feel not real
I fucked up my brain with dextromorphen
I want to disappear
I never seemed clear
On anybody's heel if they showed
moderate affection
I never felt like a blessing
Just sometimes
They had to deal with me
It wasn't my fault
I know I'm not wrong
My mind's song is one of constant defeat
And guilty pleas
That's why I've sang this song
All night long
I want to disappear
I want to disappear
I want to disappear
I want to disappear
I want to