Above the orbital
I feel it swell
Beginning of a burst?
Ticket to hell?
Take two pills
Pain subsides
I go to sleep
Russian roulette every night
I hate you
You don't understand
You think i want this life?
Slow death by my own hand?
You think i'm a martyr
I think you're ignorant
You think i'm a junkie and broke
So what? your head's full of shit
I don't wish ill on anyone
But i do wish you could feel
A day in the skin
I'd watch you wretch and kneel
I'd say "why are you doing this?"
With my saddest mask on
I'd drive the knife in
I'd kick your skull while you're down
And as you look up at me
While the tears stream your face
I'd say "don't give me that shit"
"You're a selfish disgrace."
Take me home
Please god
Forgive me
I tried to atone
No heaven
No hell
No light below