Gon have to let u go now

I'm still gon shed my tears
And reveal my fears
On the stage
The pain still sears
With all the drugs i take

The mage aint gon take away the pain
What went and came
The potion ain't gon change the scenes
I know you prolly burnt those photos of me

You make really beautiful art
Wish that i could see
Hope you still do
I hope i make time to remember you
When im old ill still cry about you

Its my mortal dilemma
I'm waiting for better weather
But its never coming
Ima learn to not forget her but to let it be

Live in misery with the name whitney
Make a testament to how it does

Don't get discouraged keep ya head up
It's not over it's just begun
Gotta open my eyes and see that i'm winning
Just by letting it out i am getting dubs

Past mistakes i made when i was a teen
It hangs over me like what was seen
It matters to me and i have to admit it
I need to get cut off not just ween

Dont leave but you're already gone
My home is nowhere spotted the fawn
I long to hug you but i know its wrong
I put all of this into a song

Maybe now i can move on

When its been this long
I feel defunct
I surrender but im still stuck
Unlucky and sunk

I spent 19
Feelin i suck
I spent 20
Feeling love
21
Fucked up
22
Messing shit up
23
Reaping what i sow
24
Doing what i love

It will never be undone
Can't make peace with that
Maybe i just need to face that i'm young

Will that bell ever be unrung
Hurting myself again cause that's what i know to be fun
No more questions
Im convicted now
I will once again see the sun

She is with me in everything i do
Every step, every breath
I owe to her
It is true
Even though we broke through
What came to surface was my purpose
I know what i must do

Nonetheless

She's gone now