Tears mix with whiskey burning down my throat
Memories of better days are starting to corrode
Smiles and laughter now they're just a distant dream
Living in this nightmare a silent endless scream

Voices in my head they echo like a curse
Every promise that I broke it only makes it worse
Numb the pain but it's never enough
The highs are fleeting and the lows are so rough

Shattered pictures broken glass they cut me deep
Promises I couldn't keep they haunt my sleep
Ghosts of what I used to be they whisper lies
Lost within the shadows a soul that slowly dies

Dancing in the darkness feeling so alive
Drowning all my sorrows trying to survive

Happiness in a bottle it's a dangerous game
But I can't escape this cycle I'm trapped in my shame
Lost in the moment where nothing feels real
Chasing the illusion I no longer can heal

In this haze I can't see straight
Fighting fate it's too late
Every breath every sigh
Just another goodbye

I see their faces fading slipping out of sight
Chasing empty highs through the endless night

Dancing in the darkness feeling so alive
Drowning all my sorrows trying to survive

Poison in my veins taking away the pain
Losing all my loved ones driving me insane
Happiness in a bottle it's a dangerous game
But I can't escape this cycle I'm trapped in my shame

Dancing in my head taking away the pain
Losing all my loved ones driving me insane
Happiness in a bottle it's a dangerous game
But I can't escape this cycle I'm trapped in my shame

But nothing feels real
Chasing the illusion I no longer can heal