(Cake! Morningstar Mode!)
Every time I get drawn into you
I get tangled up and fall deeper
You’re my love, not my keeper
Years ago when people started telling me
I am not who I say I am
And I believe
Days pass feeling like I’m six feet under
Hopin’ my feet don’t blunder
But it’s been a crazy summer
Safety isn’t real, my life’s gone under
Don’t tell me how to feel
Tryin' to let go but I can’t
Feeling hopeless, like there’s nothing left, nothing left
I've been feeling ways about you
Wish we could move on to square two
Oh I miss the ways you made me feel
Anything that I say still lose you
I’ve hurt before but not to this extent
Then I remind myself to take another breath
If every day were promised it’d be fine
But I disassociate all the time
And force myself to drink another wine
Shoot some more tequila with lime
If you ask me how I am, I’ll say I’m fine
Through gritted teeth, you know that it’s a lie
I get drunk till I can’t see straight
My life is a mess and this can’t wait
I need to make moves and not play games
Just tryna keep my mind sane
(Cake! Morningstar Mode!)
Just tryna not go insane