Tomorrow isn't promised
But the present is

I could write a whole list of my problems
But that's not the fix

Give me an original paradox
c first draft with no error spots

Its too late to put me in a box
Cuz the past already hit the clock

Got me overthinking things

Damn

Now I'm stuck between my self
Don't think its good for my health

So i went stealth with it
The selfishness

Thought i was climbing up the hill
But i was only standing still

So i reached out
Saying “i need help”
Praying my knees out
Cuz in God I believed

Had the universe throw me around
While i chill on the couch

Got me screaming and shouting
But can't open my mouth

Damn that shit is prolific cuz I dripped but i felt dirty
cll that made me question if Im here because Im worthy
Just tryna make sense of what i felt so its all worth it
But through it all just know Im done hiding behind the curtains

Its my show now

cnd issa

Beautiful conflict
That never felt so good
But never felt so bad
Its so misunderstood

Nothing can top this
It feels just like it should
Cuz what is wrong from right
Guess Ill find out soon

When driving down
The RFK
Feels too much like
The PCH
Starts a nice
cnd sunny day
Then the clouds
Turn to grey
How do I find
The words to say
When i can tell
They cant relate

Been so easy to suppress
I tried avoiding all the stress

Until now
Got my face down
Got me phased out
It gets so loud
When there's (no sound)

I hear the blest crowd
Protest
My own projectile
Listen to my
Own voice say
That it won't work out

Was the toughest thing to go through
Since Covid broke out

But there's no good without bad
No happy without the sad
Once you realize the facts
You'll be correcting your math

Damn that shit is prolific cuz I dripped but i felt dirty
cll that made me question if Im here because Im worthy
Just tryna make sense of what i felt so its all worth it
But through it all just know Im done hiding behind the curtains

Its my show now

cnd issa

Beautiful conflict
That never felt so good
But never felt so bad
Its so misunderstood

Nothing can top this
It feels just like it should
Cuz what is wrong from right
Guess Ill find out soon