Beautiful conflict est une chanson en Anglais
Tomorrow isn't promised
But the present is
I could write a whole list of my problems
But that's not the fix
Give me an original paradox
c first draft with no error spots
Its too late to put me in a box
Cuz the past already hit the clock
Got me overthinking things
Damn
Now I'm stuck between my self
Don't think its good for my health
So i went stealth with it
The selfishness
Thought i was climbing up the hill
But i was only standing still
So i reached out
Saying “i need help”
Praying my knees out
Cuz in God I believed
Had the universe throw me around
While i chill on the couch
Got me screaming and shouting
But can't open my mouth
Damn that shit is prolific cuz I dripped but i felt dirty
cll that made me question if Im here because Im worthy
Just tryna make sense of what i felt so its all worth it
But through it all just know Im done hiding behind the curtains
Its my show now
cnd issa
Beautiful conflict
That never felt so good
But never felt so bad
Its so misunderstood
Nothing can top this
It feels just like it should
Cuz what is wrong from right
Guess Ill find out soon
When driving down
The RFK
Feels too much like
The PCH
Starts a nice
cnd sunny day
Then the clouds
Turn to grey
How do I find
The words to say
When i can tell
They cant relate
Been so easy to suppress
I tried avoiding all the stress
Until now
Got my face down
Got me phased out
It gets so loud
When there's (no sound)
I hear the blest crowd
Protest
My own projectile
Listen to my
Own voice say
That it won't work out
Was the toughest thing to go through
Since Covid broke out
But there's no good without bad
No happy without the sad
Once you realize the facts
You'll be correcting your math
Damn that shit is prolific cuz I dripped but i felt dirty
cll that made me question if Im here because Im worthy
Just tryna make sense of what i felt so its all worth it
But through it all just know Im done hiding behind the curtains
Its my show now
cnd issa
Beautiful conflict
That never felt so good
But never felt so bad
Its so misunderstood
Nothing can top this
It feels just like it should
Cuz what is wrong from right
Guess Ill find out soon