Begging you to kiss me
When I'm not around, do you even miss me?
I'm so tired of having self-respect
Let's do something I'll regret

I think it was the day that Kobe fell from the sky
Or the day that Kendall Pepsi-smiled
Or the day that I had held her last
These days of our lives, they're rough and they're fast and unfair
held together by a paper clasp
And they're drenched in a moment past
And only known when somebody is gone
Well, the years move fast, but the dread goes hard

I'm on my hands and knees
When I'm not around, do you even miss me?
I'm so tired of having self-respect
Let's do something I'll regret

Well, the crowd goes wild
Yeah, the crowd goes wild
For the burning of witches or the killing of kings
When the crowd goes wild, everybody sings
"I was holy once
and, oh, I loved you once"
Destroyed somebody's life as a means of sayin'
"I'm still here and I'm still playin'"